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Many different races call me different names but whatever, just call me Aida.:) I lost my hearings at 3 years due to the high fever thus, I struggled hard to survive in this earth. I have one of two siblings born deaf naturally, am glad to be able to understand how she feels for we both live in deaf world.:) No regrets.

permalink No, not ant. Help me catch this fucking cockroach babies. I’m so disgusted.

No, not ant. Help me catch this fucking cockroach babies. I’m so disgusted.

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What a day.


In the morning I kept crying out aloud in a pain all of sudden. Sweats were all over me and I had fever. Terrible. Come to worst part, I lost lots of blood. What an insane.


The more I think of him, the more I’m so disappointed. Oh well.. Better stop here, goodnight world.


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permalink I’m afraid now, i want to pray tonight. Leave me alone.:(

I’m afraid now, i want to pray tonight. Leave me alone.:(

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permalink Alysa & Aziziah, thank you for showing me what true friendship is. I’m so sorry to make you both cry. I love you both.:) I cooked spaghetti for Aziziah, she loves it!:) Big yayness.& oh!?! Both borrowed two dresses from me. What am i goooooing to wear tomorrow? (run off to dig out all clothings..)

Alysa & Aziziah, thank you for showing me what true friendship is. I’m so sorry to make you both cry. I love you both.:) I cooked spaghetti for Aziziah, she loves it!:) Big yayness.



& oh!?! Both borrowed two dresses from me. What am i goooooing to wear tomorrow?

(run off to dig out all clothings..)

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permalink Today, 18th November is a last bad day of the ending and first new day of the beginning again. I cried at my workplace in the toilet. I scared a woman off and she thought she made me cry. Hahaha? Now, afresh again. Shooting star, please come in the sky again. I want to make a wish one more.I wish from now onwards, there is only happiness smiling at me ahead. Please?

Today, 18th November is a last bad day of the ending and first new day of the beginning again. I cried at my workplace in the toilet. I scared a woman off and she thought she made me cry. Hahaha? Now, afresh again. Shooting star, please come in the sky again. I want to make a wish one more.



I wish from now onwards, there is only happiness smiling at me ahead. Please?

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permalink Dear Father of heaven, I did mean what I told you in a prayer. I said, if I could finish every dish then you had to promise me to keep F alive no matter what. I stopped halfway feeling so full, very full that I couldn’t continue eating but then, I managed to force myself to finish EVERY DISH. So, you better make sure HE IS STILL ALIVE!GOD, YOU BETTER KEEP THIS PROMISE..Amen.

Dear Father of heaven, I did mean what I told you in a prayer. I said, if I could finish every dish then you had to promise me to keep F alive no matter what. I stopped halfway feeling so full, very full that I couldn’t continue eating but then, I managed to force myself to finish EVERY DISH. So, you better make sure HE IS STILL ALIVE!




GOD, YOU BETTER KEEP THIS PROMISE..

Amen.

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Bestfriend Hadzwani? Yes, I too fcking miss you already. :(



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permalink Aww.. I’m soooo craving for KFC cheese french fries!!:( Ah, now it reminds me of ‘him’ too - the day I ate KFC with. Tsk! Wondering how he is, now.Oh well…..

Aww.. I’m soooo craving for KFC cheese french fries!!:( Ah, now it reminds me of ‘him’ too - the day I ate KFC with. Tsk! Wondering how he is, now.



Oh well…..

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permalink Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. World, save me man.:(

Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. World, save me man.:(

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permalink The day of 16th Nov Monday, morning was such a shit. I worked & I was so distracted until i got my own fingers cut. How careless. After work, I went to shop alone around in the towns. I was sooooo upset until I bought stuffs up to $100 above. What a nut! I even had a bad mood & said smth so angrily at Yuee.:( However, after morning gone, Nicole & Yuee had made my day & I stopped worrying about ‘him’. I felt at least better although i was still upset. You can say, it was such a blast.:) I even had a great time eating KFChicken Ricardo brought over to Yuee house, & I even stayed overnight. How cool.

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The day of 16th Nov Monday, morning was such a shit. I worked & I was so distracted until i got my own fingers cut. How careless. After work, I went to shop alone around in the towns. I was sooooo upset until I bought stuffs up to $100 above. What a nut! I even had a bad mood & said smth so angrily at Yuee.:( However, after morning gone, Nicole & Yuee had made my day & I stopped worrying about ‘him’. I felt at least better although i was still upset. You can say, it was such a blast.:) I even had a great time eating KFChicken Ricardo brought over to Yuee house, & I even stayed overnight. How cool.

xoxo♥